My lids shut down, trying to sleep
Memories of you running so deep
Transforming from thoughts to dreams
In my slumber, for you I weep
On you my eyes have set
Remembering the first day we met
Since then I never left you
Silently loving you, in joy & in blue
Crying out for you, in sadness & sorrows
Hoping u will cry like this tomorrow
Is it destined that I alone should suffer?
Will u know the taste of my tears that flow!
Holding me tight, never let me go
My world is you, is what I show
Waking up from the sudden dream
Without you beside, my grieves grow more!

You are the answer to my lonely prayer
You are an angel from above
I was so lonely till you came to me
With the wonder of your love.
I don't know how I ever lived before
You are my life, my destiny
Oh my darling, I love you so
You mean everything to me
If you should ever, ever go away
There would be lonely tears to cry
The sun above would be never shine again
There would be teardrops in the sky
So hold me close and never let me go
And say our love will always be
Oh, my darling, I love you so
You mean everything to me
So hold me close and never let me go
And say our love will always be
Oh, my darling, I love you so
You mean everything to me
- Neil Sedaka -

You are my destiny
You share my reverie Y
ou are my happiness
That's what you are
You have my sweet caress
You share my loneliness
You are my dream come true
That's what you are
Heaven and heaven alone
Can take your love from me
'Cause I'd be a fool
To ever leave you dear
And a fool I'd never be
You are my destiny
You share my reverie
You're more than life to me
That's what you are
- Paul Anka -

Put your head on my shoulder,
Hold me in your arms, baby,
Squeeze me, oh, so tight,
Show me,
That you love me, too.
Put your lips next to mine, dear,
Won't you kiss me once, baby?
Just a kiss goodnight,
Maybe
You and I could fall in love.
People say that love's a game,
A game you just can't win,
If there's a way,
I'll find it someday
And then this fool will rush in.
Put your head on my shoulder,
Whisper in my ear, baby,
Words I want to hear,
Tell me,
Tell me that you love me, too.
- Paul Anka -
Why aren’t you there when i need you ?
Why can’t I find when searched for you?
Disappear into the oblivion is your style
Leaving me with old memories behind.
Vanished is the smile from my face
Heartfelt spirit is what one traced
Deserting me seems a game to you
Causing pain in this heart wet blue
Handicapped I remain to be
By the vanishing act caused by thee
This often occurred in my life time
Secretly I am left grieved & pined.
Not knowing reason of this change
But staying with me caused you pain
Should I brush your thoughts aside
With great effort I tried in vain
When the imprints of my head on the pillow
Creating the dimple in its centre hole
Filled with my salty tears
Shedding for you all the night long!
If each brick could speak, that
Gathered up in my four walls
Each will tell its undying tale
Its sufferance from spring to fall.
Haunting echo of my sobs
Enclosed in the room below
Echoing from the sobs of your name
Every time I’m feeling low!
This world will one day be
Cleaned away by my sorrows
But can’t wipe away my undying love
For you, with you it will follow!
As my tears create the pool below my legs
Falling & fading into the empty space
Every drop glowing crossing my knees
Cheerful, round in shape, not knowing my fate!
Losing their color & form
Within me they rush like storm
Emotionally blackmailing me
Physically they mudered me
Uncaring the effects they caused
Thumping my heart without a pause
Freezing the inner organs of my body
Snatching cruelly my soul from me.
Giggling themselves while I die inside
Washing my eyes by their lullaby
Screaming in an unknown language
Known only by me in this tender age!
Holding u I imagine strong
Feeling the softness of your charm
Embracing me within those arms
Blurring my eyes by morning mist
Wetting myself by tender dews
Smelling ur fragrance all over
Seperating me from you never
Drinking the nectar fallen
Drops escaped from ur mouth
Tasting the natural sweetness
From your lips, they ooze out
Rhyming the beats of your heart
Drumming heavily along with mine
Waiting eagerly to be touched
By your fingertips, velvet and fine
During the flash of a moment
When my eyes set upon you
Not wanting to miss even a span
To let go from my sight this man
Not knowing how I live
Without a thought of you
Breathing in that oxygen
Along with memories of you!
No sunshine all these days
No difference did it make
Brought by you a ray of hope
Love for you, in me I developed
Surviving is now too hard
Without you my world is dark
Baby, don’t ever leave me
My life will be like autumn tree!
Desperate to happily survive
Conquering the death within
Lonely dark accompanying me
Makes my being hard to live-in
Carrying my lifeless soul
Paying no heed to what u say
Visualising my ambition
That I fear had gone astray
In search of a lively soul
To acknowledge my mind
Dying for a shining hope
Striving that I will find
Transforming to a second phase
Alluring from dark to light
An unexplained excitement
That will make my future bright

Betrayer, is what i’m branded
Betraying, is what i never meant
Betrayed, is what u did to me
Betrayal, in love I always felt!
You entered my heart
You slit it into pieces
You are the evil culprit
You took away my peace
I love u thaz y I hate u
For you killed me alive
Alive, I’m dead too.
Been hurt with severe wound
With pains induced by you
Death, i wish for it soon.
My love oozes out from the start
The only thing I care is your heart
U, the ultimate reason of my existence
But my feelings for you were like play cards!
Is what you do, leaving me behind,
Why? I fail to understand
Waiting for you, to hold my hand.
Is loving you, the sin I committed?
Never thought that it was wrong
For I gave my heart completely
Assuming in your soul is where I belong.
But the hopes in me raised high
Beyond the sky each time I sigh,
When the cracks begin to show
There, U broke my heart in just one go!
How much ever i try
My heart follows you
Even if u make it cry
For solely of wanting you
To shriek you are mine
Although you shoo me away
I can only blame it on time
How tough is this bond
When love makes it worse
No matter if I lose
Don’t call it a curse.
I keep wondering how it could be
When all I do is dying
Still I want to embrace it
Knowing your love makes me flying!
With you only my reality
Seeing u mingling with them
Tho’ u seem to be my only beauty!
Everything I see in them is wrong
Everything I see in you is right
But left with an empty heart
All the feelings & emotions are tight!
Oh baby, I’m sick of crying
With no one paying any heed
Leaving me with only black n blues
Even to my love I’m of no need.
But my love for u remains fresh
Hoping every second for ur care!
The day it needs no explanation
Will be the day you’re really there.
By the cold outside influencing it
Freezing my flesh like hidden snow
Drawn beautifully in cartoon show!
Forcing my lids & shut down to sleep
Giving rest to my meaningful gaze
Yet, my thoughts dominate that sleep
Why do I find myself in this state?
When God created every feelings
Emotions flow when love sings
Each feeling has its own duties
But love makes one lose his identity
Not a soul it spares on earth
One suffers right from its birth
Helas! I also became the victim
When such love is for U, no doubt it’s worth!
I can sleep on thorns for eternity too.
I can starve to death to see u smile
I can quench my thirst if u r fine!
But I can’t do what others do
To prove my love for u
But I have my stupid way
To make u smile everyday!
If others can bring u happiness
And carry u with joy untold
I’d die a thousand deaths
To call you as my own!
Each one’s love is her jewel
Decorating herself as she drew
My unconditional love is my asset
That I bear forever through!
To be humiliated
By the one I loved
For the way im treated
Every now & then
I’m being killed
Y not shoot me once
U will be fulfilled
Alone in this world
No where to go
Being so helpless
God had chosen me so
Just like a beggar
Raising arms for help
Only to get ignored
Hated by my ownself!
When all its stars r around it
Never will the sky feel lonely
When its clouds always envelope it!
The branch may bend by the wild wind
But never will its leaves dessert it
Heavy rain may wash the soil deep
But never will its rainbow call it quits!
Each lonely tear u shed from ur eyes
Has come to the lonely me
For the loneliness that made u felt
Is never alone when you are with me
It’s destined that my love which is deep
The only love I reserve for thee
The love that never leaves u alone
Born from me, God will alone see!
My soul is torn
Leaving me on the lurch
My heart is worn.
Have u concluded?
Ur love for me is dead
Have u decided?
It was hanging on a thread
Oh please come back
Take me wid u
Can’t bear this stab
My world is blue
Should I die crying?
Not knowing how u feel
Should I die pining?
Not knowing what is real!
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