Everything started with a tease..
You and I suddenly make a difference
Our hearts are being tested,
Minds were conquered.
We broke the rules of morality
Continued to love each other though in a wrong way
We believed in what we feel.
And been praying to make it real.
But the reality bothers everybody.
for our vows reminded us the loyalty
We have partners, so this is not meant to be
Should I let you go or just be me?
So hard to decide for everyone
For my heart wanted to keep you for a long time.
Yet fate continues to test me
Now you're so far away.
Why God sent you to me?
And let me love you intensively.
Is this a curse or a blessing to be?
I love you and I'm just being me.
We build our world together
Wishing that it would last forever
We tend not to be awaken
Yet the situation threatens
Too many things to consider
So complictaed which made me wonder
It seems impossible for us to be with each other
But I'm just being me and that includes to love you forever!!
Sweet moments are made of affection-
Between two person-
With true feelings-
And bothsides attraction.
Sweet moments are made of love-
Between two hearts-
Which belong to you and me-
Love that God has sent from above.
Sweet moments are made of kisses
Between two lips-
Started by touching with your finger tips-
Kisses that so wet,so deep and with sweetness.
Sweet moments are made of passion
Between man and woman-
Through lust-
And hot temptation.
Sweet moments are made of togetherness
Between two people
Sharing thoughts
Making sport
Watching movies
Sweet moments is always the best memories.
Everyday,
When you're close to me...
Everything about you...
Is all i can see....
I don't know what kind of love spell....
You have put over me..
I am sitting behind you...
Silently, crushing...
Whenever you walk past...
Here i go blushing...
You make me hot..
Because I can feel my blood rushing...
I am thinking about...
What i want to do....
To you...
Because silently...
I'm sitting here crushing on you.
Your heart thirsts for affection,
You've been neglected for too long.
It's time to pick up your shattered pieces,
For you I compose this perfect love song.
Listen closely to my gentle voice,
Let the sound of love flow through your veins.
Intertwine within my sanctuary of passion,
Drive the insanity out, quench the pain.
Let the smell of my cologne entangle you,
Take my hand and we shall embrace forever.
Love is only a 4-letter word to the world,
But it's a thousand words when we're together
Whenever i am alone
With no one, on my own
Bitter tears flow from me
Makes my heart brutally torn
No soul to hear me out
Difficult to speak about
All my friends who are there
None exists when I’m without
Living in this fake world
Juggling me in twist n twirl
Stamping me feet after feet
Painfully I have to go on
All the love I have for you
Paid no heed by you, my pie
Dying for you every second
Make you mine is what I try!
Sitting quietly by my window
Struggling with thoughts full of sorrows
Drying my tears that flow nonstop
Blindly confused of my tomorrows
Darkness enveloped without sunshine
With no u beside, nothing is fine
So many hopes, so many reasons
Wishing one day, you will be mine
Eyes waiting in vain, heart shred to pieces
Ur name shrieked by me no one to hear
Seven seas away my heart cries out for you
Although you are far, yet you are so near
What shall I do to lessen this pain?
All of a sudden, like thunders strike me again
Trying to hold my tears that wet my lips
I fell in love, whom should I blame?
If my soul is that transparent
Revealing my delicate heart
A thousand tales will be told
Whenever we are far apart
If my thoughts read so loud
Screaming the inside me
They will depict my desires
That you will clearly see
If I scan the earth I live
For a better love than this
Deception is what I’ll get
Worshipping you is what I’ll miss
Unknown about our futures
Unknown is my existence
As days pass by & roll into years
I will love you with my silent tears
I visualize in your heart
Which you failed to see
The tear drops shed by you
Has drown the painful me
Having stopped to hope
To fulfill your sweetest dreams
Discouraged to live more
In this world so mean
Never will you be alone
As long as I’m in this world
Every single step u climb
Keep me in your mind
But every smile you smile
I wanna be the reason behind
Will surely realize your dreams
And make this emotional star shine
I’m the world’s best lover
For i bear my special pain
The pain that surrounds me
Coz I wanna be with u again
You cannot feel the way I do
Since your thought about me is flu’
You circulate my mind every second
You don’t know the pain I go thru’
Good actress I’ve become
Hiding my feelings one by one
This has been my best asset
Forgetting reality in the long run
All I wish & want about
You go thru the pain I go
Born for you is nothing but real
Loving you is my routine
Each night I cry your name
Next day I feel ashamed
For you everything I dare
My love displayed is very rare
Expecting someone to save
Screaming my soul so loud
But pretending to all I’m brave
Even you don’t bother to wipe
Reaching out to catch your hand
Wanting to be a part of your life
With you walking beside me
Promising a sweet tomorrow
World full of love & full of glee!
If I could ever rewind my life
I would never want to meet you
But I know it’s never possible
B’coz I’m destined to suffer through
Snatching my heart so easily
You left me cry lonely tears
Not giving me a chance to say
Not a day you lend your ears
Is there something I fail to give
Nothing is left for me to live
When you treat me like a toy
Serving myself at times of your joys
The dreams I dreamt every night
Have now become the nightmares
Those nightmares that always scare
The day you dreadfully stop to care
Whenever you smile
I think you are mine
At the end of the day
Dunno if everything’s fine
Have I become weaker?
When crying your name
Heart crumpled to pieces
Who am I to blame?
Brooding myself in the dark
Stooping low when im hurt
Lonely moon I remain
No star is there to claim
Among the mistakes committed
You being my favourite
All I’ve been is loyal & true, but
Loving me is painful for you
If my memories serve me well
That you captured me all along
Drifting apart from each other
Has never been what I want
But why am I left alone now?
With painful thoughts about you
The only property that I possess
The only company when I’m blue
The sweet memories given to me
Has become my bitter past
Haunting me wherever I go
In my ears they always roar
Loving me is what I plead
Be my friend whenever I need
Don’t ignore this lonely creature
Your existence holds my future
As each second passes out my life
Washing away the yearnings I had
Unknown tears roll down my cheeks
Reminding me the good and the bad
Begging my soul to never weep
For my nights do have its dawn
Memories of the days passed with you
Left by you when you had gone
Far from this madding crowd
Standing alone crying instead
Wishing the wind to carry me on
Dropping me outside your doorstep
Will there be a bright red horizon
When you gather me up & my love
Crying soul will come to a halt
Heart & heart will fly like doves
My soul has been torn to pieces
When you say goodbye forever
My heart has been pierced so deep
When you will love me, never
My sleep has been disturbed
When I have no you to lean
My world becomes pitched dark
When I don’t hear your breathing
My dreams crushed to earth
When you’re not there to realize
They vanish into the thin air
When you’re not there to fantasize
The future together we hold
Became the dark dirty past
The anger in you unknown
Painfully it will ever last
Being hurt like being dead
Left alone like an orphan
Killed fiercely from toe to head
Finally reached my road end
All the griefs I bore till now
Have the solutions to solve
Nothing worse to capture me
Nothing worse to get involved
Eternal hope I wait for
Has vanished to eternity
No more hope for me to hope
Dying bed has laid for me
Coz the love I fall in love
Has been forced to lose in you
The stranger I met one day
Became my lover, I have no clue
Screaming aloud is not my way
Yet, my heart thundering astray
Making effort every word I speak
Understand me please, is what I pray
Unaware, my tears flow down
When I promised not to ever cry
Wishing one day, to be with you
After that day, I am ready to die
Soul weeps solemnly waiting for you
Freezing my heart at your very touch
Crying silently loving you so much
Will this desire ever realise to me?
Eyes search for you, like mist in rain
At every dew drop melting away
My prince, I long for you in all my pains
Nothing is what i have with me
Except the dreams given by you
You being my favourite mistake
Willing to commit all life thru’
Would be glad to die this second
If I have to prove my love for you
Wishing you will one day realize
My love has always been true
Leaving this empty world behind
With nothing to remind me
Only those waitings for eternity
In vain for you like an autumn tree
Missing you each passing day
Living my day with a smile
But loneliness is my only friend
Accompanying me a thousand miles