Sitting alone and thinking
What a girl she could be
The inner version of her
That nobody can see

So unperfect is her life
Everything appeared like a dream
She imagines it to happen
Like how she wished it seems

The hurt never left her
The pain dulled her smile
Always in love with love
But her love took her for a trial

Why does she cry for her love
Although he loves her so
But refused to tell her why
Since he can’t let her go

I am your angel and will shine bright
I am your guide who leads you in dreams
You’ll never feel lonely when I am around
For I accompany you like overflowing stream

I am never away from you tho’ far apart
Always in your memories, I live in you
I believe in you and am proud of you
Do smile for me even you are in blues

I am your angel, always protecting you
Even when I am gone, you are never lonely
I trust you more than I trust myself
Because our bond is divine and holy

I am up there if you look up the sky
Collecting the clouds to make me fly
I am your angel but I need you always
To hold me tight and make my love stay

Though seven seas seperate us,
And distance keeps us apart
Will there be a change?
The love inside my heart

I survive every second for you
Every minute of the day.
And you’re always with me
In at least a thousand ways

Whether it be a thought
Or a moment that we’ve shared
No matter what happens
I'm always over there

When i close down my eyes
You here at my side
One thing you should know
My love exists to abide.

Once upon a time long ago
This girl fell secretly in love
Dreaming all her whims & fancies
Worshipping this angel sent from above

Everything goes by unaware
Even he did not understand
That she literally worships him
Hope one day he’d ask her hand

All confused every second
Except when spending with him
The moments of her ecstasy
With happy tears all become dim

Her only desire in life
Is to reveal her aim
And her waiting forever
He should feel the same

Clinging to him like a child
Tightly fearing she will fall
Scared to ever lose him
Her heart flies at every call

Though someone claims her
This he always knew
But what he meant to her
He does not know that it is true

Finding tough to open up
His feelings he cannot show
Leaving her in mere darkness
Don’t know where to place her fingers so

Near in hearts tho’ miles apart
Hand in hand in wild imaginations
Protecting her from all her pains
Saying his love is never a game

When do i feel right?
When you kissed me tight
When do I sleep blissful at night?
When your love take away my fright

Why do I realize I’m feeling down?
When you play with my heart around!
What use could it bring to you?
When it is already broken with no sound

I turn helpless when think of this!
There’s nothing I can do
Wanting to make the wrong seems right
But nothing seems to pass through

I seem to be missing you
Coz the love inside me grows
But just to see your happy face
I’m ready now to let you go

Confided you my heart
The empty destination
It has never been used
Since its lonely hibernation

Wherever I am in this universe
My love will remain the same
No storm can fade it out
No one can remove its name

Met you under the moonlight
Known you under this twilight
Love you by my own right
Worship you by my insight

The golden memories we hold
Where unknown future was told
Forever & ever my love unfold
Thousand tales passed by untold

Sitting under the moonlight
Unafraid of the shadow
Befriending the unknown devils
Waiting for the ground to swallow

Cruelly I have been cursed
Unblessed by a nobody
Fumbling the way of death
To put my pain to melancholy

My last breathe choking me
Rosy cheeks turn to blue
Staining my face with nonstop tears
Lids slowly close as you walk thru’

Will my prayers be answered?
My body becomes numb as I lay
Limbs reach out for your mercy
Before I reach my final grave

My life has no sunshine
Once you walk away
No joy but counterfeited glee
All my efforts have gone astray

One should ever blame me
For having looked upon the star
Only when it strikes down to kill
Now I realized I’m too far

One thing I can vow you along
What I constructed is never wrong
No matter how you try to destroy
It can only become strong & strong

Leaving me dying in the air
Never will justify my love
For it has its own value
Closing your eyes you’ll find it there

The voice in my heart says
My love is unreciprocated
The silent form of my soul displays
My love is never understood

If my life has a reverse button
I would press it a thousand times
Helas! Life has no such thing
To not claim you as mine!

I wonder if I was a toy
Entertaining you non-stop
But this toy has a heart
That you keep tearing apart

Helpless I’m this side
Except keep on loving you
Almighty is my only savior
For He knows my love is true!

At every sunset my tears flow
Bearing in mind the days that go
Without you to sing lullaby
Not worth to watch the sunrise

No glory from paradise’s light
Will ever open my eyes
My feelings sleep in yellow horizons
My memories know no darkness in the nights

Never let down my desires
Never will they doom my day
Your only thoughts accompanies
Looking forward to you what may!

Yet my spirit forever raises high
As the rays of hope deepen my sighs
Waiting for the call of heaven
Where for you my life would end

Lost, confused, lonely and cold
Don’t know why you left me alone
Deserted me leaving no clue
Left me crying to myself in the blues

The gloomy, chilly darkness around
My mind wanders like a merry-go-round
The echo in my heart screaming louder
This pain is never ending I gather

Suffocating silence is choking me
From this maddening crowd, I want to flee
Hearing your voice in a feeble tone
This keeps me surviving alone

Where are your arms that protect me
Please hold me tight, don’t let me fall
Fill me again, with joy in this world
Never call it quits, take me as whole!!

Can’t you see my heart bleeds?
By the crush of your words
As many times you repeat
Because You feel I’m not worth

The soft and innocent heart of mine
Is now frozen like cold ice
The fear you see inside
Is same as yours when you realized

Do kill me by your hands
Alive, I don’t seem to succeed
The destinations that I reached
Is not right coz I bleed!!

Now it’s all up to you to decide
Which direction should I hide?
The twinkling stars above will guide
And bring me straight to your side!

(A gift...)
I miss you
It's all I have to say
You're missing
I thought it better that way

But it kills me
And I can't fight this reliance
I'm drowning here
Amid this sick, strange silence

I need you
To tell you what I feel
To hear you
And remember what is real

When we said nothing
But it said so much
When we ran away
To get in touch

I feel you here
So lost inside me
I need you now
Or I'll fall apart completely

I miss myself
That piece you still hold
This space is hollow
Leaves me so cold

I can't forget you
I never will
The way you changed me
Because I miss you still...

Becareful, I’m still broken !
Also in hurt, where there’s no end.
Victim of many lies on me bestowed
Nightmarish demons to me they bowed

Why this happens, I sincerely wonder
Not a single question, I stopped to ponder
But bottom of my heart has the answer
I tried to reach, but it always wanders

To be strong, is what I want
To roll back the time, is what I wish
There’s no value in what I do
The only result, is this great mess

Seeking help from others, is not worthy
Everything is fake, many things are filthy
Continue to battle alone in my darkness
Against the demons, who gripped my chest

Confusion filled my life
In my smiles & tears
I do not want to pretend
That I’m not in fear

Laughter frozen up
Spirits lower down
Goals unachieved
Leaving only frown

Joy exists no longer
Happiness stay no longer
Cheerful thoughts disappear
Leaving fake laughter

I live yet I die
This is true, not a lie
People hurt, I’m thrown
Can’t they see I’m torn?

(The below two poems are gifted ones! wanna share with you)

I miss you
I think you know why I do
So many thoughts have skipped my mind
But I have not fallen in this time
I won’t deceive or trick you, I’ll be true
But I’ll be honest, I’m not right for you
I will never be perfect beneath this sun
And I cannot live to know, I’m not the One

I read your poetry at night
Some make me smile, some bring tears to my eyes
While I am away I wish I knew you before
You could have had my heart if it had never torn
But I cannot fall in this time
I can’t lie to myself tonight
You want another and I am never worth your love
I know why I am not your One

I remember our dance last night
I remember how to say goodbye
Will I ever get through this pain?
Somehow I wonder if I can ever love again
But I’ve been broken plenty of times
I’m still too young to cry
I keep falling into the lie
Why can’t I be her tonight?
When I look for others I find none
All I want is to be the One

To be with you
But to not be lied to
Will I ever find someone
To make me their only One?

‘Don’t cry my girl’, that’s all you say
Just don’t be afraid
I’m here, with you, now and forever
And we’ll go through this together

It makes me smile, but I’m crying inside
This is because I’m just too shy
‘together’ means something different to me
Something I’m sure about, we will never be

When you hug me, I feel safe
When I’m with you, everything feels great
When you smile, you make me smile too
Because I just love being around you

Being friends just isn’t enough
Even though you help me when things get tough
Just not that innocent as our friendship seems
You don’t know anything about my lovely dreams

And this is something I’ll never tell
Because I’m just scared as hell
You’ll never know how much you mean to me
But someday I’ll say I love you... well... maybe

Can’t find you when i need you
Suddenly vanished into the thin air?
No trace of you but your thoughts
Waiting by me here and there

Where are moments of our laughs?
You took away along with you?
Leaving nothing but painful grieves
To me especially who loves you true

Victim of this handicapped situation
Caused by you by this emptiness
Is this temporary or permanent?
Unanswered questions create this mess

Loving you, the only thing I do
May be I’m not perfect for you
Is this real or my imagination?
This is the state you’ve put me through!

Life goes on but things remain
No reasons but you live in pain
Unforgettable moments sustain
Hopes built-up but in vain

Time heals certain wounds
Memories are imprinted dark
When you try to forget
They make your love lasts

People you possess in you
Are people who make you cry
Yet you can’t let them go
Coz you never want to try

Even if you make an effort
You find hard to lose them
And you refuse to do this too
Coz they are living in you

Unsaid feelings, deep in my heart
Dunno how to end or where to start
Each time I wanna let the words out
It seals my mouth to where about

Unsaid feelings, deep in my heart
Piercing me deep, like a sharp dart
It traps me shut, in this prison
Wanting to express, words had not risen

Who cares if I exist anywhere?
Why would they search when you don’t care?
Cruel abuses are those I always fear
The reason behind my lonely tears

Maybe if I die, it would end all pain
Living on this earth is driving me insane
My sorrows and grieves, vaster than the sea
The only thing left is your sweet memories

At times i wonder for long
That if you realize that strong
If you would take me seriously
When I say I love you sincerely

At times I wonder for long
That if you realize that strong
For you all I would dare
Just because I really care

At times I wonder for long
That if you realize that strong
Baby I love you, I really do
If you ever feel the same way too

At times I wonder for long
That if you realize that strong
You mean everything to me
My life is meant for thee!

The moment i set my eyes
Nothing seems alright
I see you when they shut
Even when they are bright

My feelings are drilled so deep
Your voice lingers when I sleep
My breathe counts inch by inch
To match my dreams exist within

My feelings can only speak true
Trusting you as much as you do
They meant nothing but the fact
The simple statement of I love you

The faith I have in God differs today
He seems to know what I have gone thru
Thinking that I’m the soul he hates
Bringing you to me, He changed my fate!

Through lonely tears and smile
I lay my life for you online
You gifted me good times
And the pain you left me pine

You are so near, yet so far
Spirited me wherever you are
Tales you related me deeply
Good are less Bad are many

We prayed all night for this union
The wish that we guard within
One day hoping to accomplish
Under the iron rod built-in

Till then the wind that flies
Bringing my words from thy
Holding my future for you
Rejoicing our lives even in blues

My world filled with dreams
Embraces me to its bosom
No gift it could grant me
No flower in its garden blossoms

It makes me smile without reason
It makes me shed tears brutally
But when I want to forget reality
My tears and smiles make me empty

Everything befriends me in this dream
I have no chance to feel alone
For God has written in my destiny
That I would be happy in my night long

The words I crave from you
I do hear when my eyes close too
It never replies to my queries asked
But it fulfills in my dreams thru’

My passion and addiction
No drug can make me spin
To accelerate my dreams alive
The day my love brightly shines

The universe I live in
Cold wanting you to hold
If you drop me like a hot coal
The love I store will turn me into gold

The air I inhale everyday
Has the molecules called love
The love composed by you
Forming my entire body thru’

The world will come to standstill
When you see this love
Love that I truly worship
The sign God sends from above

Never knew the mistake
Which i blindly make
It trips me to make me fall
Bombards me back like a ball

Promised myself no error
But each time I see same horror
The mistake dominates me strong
In front of it I become wrong

Vowing never to commit it again
Never to approach it if I fail
Though it appears in front of me
Casting it away to let me free

The test of my true love
Should never be replaced by it
Coz you are my ideal dream
This perfects my life in the real

Each time you kill me alive
On hearing your painful snobs
The loneliness in your words
Make me lose all hopes

The love I have for you
Isn’t it visible to you?
Willing to walk on fire
Willing to cross seven seas too

The value of a lover in me
Is now so vague for you
When you see my empty chair
You will not have a clue

Only one thing I want from you
Is my love to get in return…
Same wish I have from first day
Will you cry for me on your own?

Naivety or purity don’t exist
In this vast fake world
Searching for my identity
S’times replaced by cruel role

Pretending all is fine
While dying inside me
Struggling to see you in joy
Murdering myself for you freely

Never will I reveal out
The pain subsided in me
The aches will not affect
To see the happiness in thee

Haunted brutally by your lies
You thought unknown by me
But those become less important
Seeing your tears sad & salty

My mouth shuts tight
But my heart only cries
My soul screams inside
Unexpressed feelings that hide

My words are unclear
Difficult for me to talk
They try to escape out
Vocal-chord blocks its path

Instead of my speeches
My actions are louder
Everything goes hidden
Your ignorance seems wider

While Waiting and waiting
This moon is getting frozen
You don’t care for its existence
But you forgot it never bends