Walking with you, thru’ all the valleys
To see a single smile, I’m ready to dare
Horrible caves, and deep dungeons
Are nothing to me, because you are there

Seeing you sad, is what I never want
They call me mad, for the love I own
If Lord knows me, He’ll reward me soon
He’ll make you happy, by using this moon

Won’t let this world, to tear you in pieces
I’m there to shield, and bear your grieves
No-one will show, what you deserve
Only I know, for you what is reserved

To discover you, I need no lifetime
A simple glance, proves you are mine
Such a difference, you have created
To win your love, I’ll die at your feet

Burning daily in this torture
The grief I always feel the same
I cannot accuse anyone
Yet I seem to get the blame

When looked onto the sky
I see sad face turns grey
And I’m fried in this flame
The fault is who’s I can’t say

The mess I’m going through
Jumbled my organs inside
Everything I see becomes flue
I only wish when to die

Who are you in my past?
The joy I lived once never lasts
Suddenly appearing from nowhere
You took my present share

My eyes are exhausted
I have no tears inside
Every drop has dried down
I know no more to cry

My heart is shrunk away
Blood flow had stopped its flow
The corposels have blocked the path
It stopped to produce more

My soul has had no shape
Only its form I can feel
The feelings in it disappeared
Only the memories are real

Trying to smile for you
To make you happy too
Everything now lies in your hand
At last I hope you’ll understand

Adada Adada ! he’s doing s’thing to me
Adada Adada! he’s killing me like knife
He comes in my dream, he asks for my sleep
He comes to my front, he asks for my life

Whenever we walk together,
Our hearts wants to lengthen the path
Whenever he appears like rainbow
My black & white sight becomes color show

My garden flowers, are turning their heads to him
My doorsteps are asking to see his footpaths
The passing clouds in the sky, is as if he flies
I admire the way he walks like a flying butterfly

His actions one by one
Where my love freezes
Everyday my collection
Is the sign of my memories

Oh my darling, to view your sight
I waited for so many days
Dreams O Dreams, eyes dint sleep
I forgot all my ways

In your heart, the chilly snow time
In your eyes, the burning summer
In your love, the thick rainy season
In front of me, u are clung as pleasure

If you are the waves of the sea
If I happen to fall into it
I’ll float on your laps more
I’ll catch you till I reach the shore

The waves float onto the Sea
Gets mixed with the ocean
What you find in my heart
Gets mixed in my silence

Enveloped by the mist of love
Nothing else is clear to me
Often I hit the earth like a thud
But no harm occurs to memories

I thought I have no more existence
Until you promised to give me a name
But why death keeps crossing my mind?
When all you said is not a game!

The Godliness in me had come again
Like a new bride I bow with shame
I fell in love like never before
There’s no way I could hide anymore

But love for me is no bed of rose
Tear drops of mine forming your face
In my slumber I want to run
Into your arms, burying my trace

It always hurts for me to know
For what I did I never know so
In loving you my pace is slow
In memories space, I have much more

It always hurts for me to know
The desires for you had been killed
My wish is empty I am not greedy
Coz all I need is your love fulfilled

It always hurts for me to know
What’s valuable you never treasured
The dreams reserved became nightmares
My love for you has never been measured

It always hurts for me to know
That you left for me no way out
Except the tears shed down each day
But why does it hurt when I’m without

Even if you were not mine,
I'd want you as my valentine.
You are special it's plain to see,
I'm overwhelmed that you're with me.

You are my life, my love, my all,
it's because of you that I stand tall.
I'm proud to have you by my side,
You revived my heart that once had died.

You've taken away the hurt and pain,
made me whole and less insane.
There's no more sorrows, a lot less tears,
fewer worries and fewer fears.

I'm now happy, content, secure,
nothing I've ever been before.
You have made my life complete,
there's noone else that could compete.

I believe you were made for me,
there's no stronger compatability.
I'll never take my love elsewhere,
because losing you, I could not bear.

I love you more than I can show,
with words or poems to let you know.
I'm ecstatic that you are mine,
my friend, my love, my valentine..

If you were my valentine
I’d warm you with blue sky
I’d be your moonlight
To brighten your nights

I’d bring the striking star
That shoots down for you
I’d give up my desires
To make your dreams come true

If you were my valentine
I’ll never hit you by a rose
But caress you gently by its petals
And give you the pleasure at the most

If you were my valentine
I’d treasure you to my heartbeats
My arms will always protect you
My life would be complete

Standing here dumb-struck
Wanting to reveal what I feel
I’m still fumbling with my words
To make you believe that it’s real

Not a single second passed
You were out of my mind
I want to go little deeper
But it’s unnecessary you find

Will there be a normal chat
To make our talk nice
It would be nice in every way
Because each word I think thrice

In a small valentine card
No space for me to write
All that I feel at heart
But I hope you understood me right

Never had i felt so
Everything about you
But when I heard your voice
Deep inside I vow it’s true

First meeting I saw you
Under the bright moonlight
Since then I always knew
You’ll never leave my sight

You have not left my mind
In all words I speak
You captured my thoughts
When my sorrows are at peak

I changed my destiny
By the prayers I do
I want you forever mine
From this special valentine

It seems to me you never cared
When I need you, you are never there
But each time I want to clear my doubt
The contrary I get leads me nowhere

Don’t I deserve to fulfill my queries?
Is that so hard for you to bear?
Why do I see only frowns on your face?
As your lover, i feel this is unfair!

All these occur for one reason
I love you so much there’s no end
But what I yearn is far from me
In all my paths there’s a bend

There’s no value, when your promises die
I have no choice but lay down my words
On my vast bed I can only cry
Have to succumb, when my voice is unheard

I don’t ever belong here
I’m so naive and clean
Those are my traces - then
Why are you so mean?

I smile broadly at everyone
But I cry within alone
I know I’m a good pretender
Right from my blood to my bone

Fear trembled me thru’ out
I shiver non-stop inside
But you always ask me why
I don’t ever know to cry

Not a truth I hear but lies
Lame excuses making me fine
But you can’t see one fact
For you I live and shine

Why do I cry tears of pain?
Wept profoundly from my heart
I search for valuable reason
I realized when you are apart

Each time you come beside
I give up the cause to die
This is the only way to work
To lit the candle of my life

When the horizon reddens
My pool of tears knows no trace
Looking afar with blinking eyes
That you will return with smiling face

Once again when the full moon glows
Don’t know why I become low
My vision becomes unclear
That’s when I cannot hold my tear

All my life forever
I want to stay by your side
You are my ultimate soul-mate
Like the moon goes as the star guides

If the Almighty let me live
To enjoy your share & your care
There’s nothing I cannot do
Even if I have to go anywhere

I’ll shadow your sunlit face
Will forever sooth your fear
I’ll color up your world
I’ll try to hold your tear

I’ll remind you life long
That my love is sincere and true
Till I breathe the very last
My divine love is you

All my efforts have gone in vain
Deserting me like dry sand
But my emotions appeared again
Coz’ my heart is not in my hand

I let you win each time
Since I’m strong outside
But what you will never see
The tear I shed when taken for a ride

With blurring vision I sit
Waiting for the ground to swallow
It’s easy for you to forget
When you see my space hollow

You came, you won & conquered
But I’m already dead and gone
You flare the trumpet as a special one
Leaving me wonder where I went wrong

My knees bruised kneeling to the Almighty
Begging each day to bring you back
Even the Lord fails to convince you
No power can move you from your track

I wonder each second why you left me
After showing such affection blindly
Isn’t it cruel to pamper me in this ‘state’
You showed me the colors-filled-world with grace

I want to know you more through him
But he felt you sent me to trouble him
Not a trace of you he wishes to reveal
I do not want him but you as real

When you met me, this world slept off
For you to hold me warm and speak so soft
Devils do exist when he took you away
Dumping me in this hole where happiness fades

Sitting on the sky waving to me
Bowing to Lord wishing him to see
You are killed along with my soul
Oh my darling, don’t leave me alone

Hardly had we met, we fell in love
But you are snatched away to fly above
The comforts you give still warm my corpse
Without you on this earth, my pain is worse

Never known a love survived so short
Our spirits exchanged everything is worth
Not a soul you left can take care of me
I’m accused more, branding me free

But each day I pray for you to appear
But you sit there begging me to bear
Nothing I want except your side
Reserve me a place when I’m ready to die

Alone i stay on silent nights
Terrifying with my own feelings
I weep my brutal tears
I dread when demon’s smiling

I try not to divert my path
Since that is chosen for me
But I stumble on the thorns
Which blindfolded me to see

I yearn for the ray of light
To guide me thru the dark
The candle burns my hand
I feel I’m swallowed by shark

Don’t know where this leads me
Deeper in vain I search for you
The final strength this fear will give
Your slight touch when I achieve

In you I see so many things
In you I dream all I think
Of you my heart froze to snow
By you my life becomes spring

In you I feel falsely blessed
For you I don’t want the rest
With you I live my lonely day
By you my soul becomes gay

In you I see nothing the same
By you I’m glowing with fame
In you I confide my whole self
With you I fly like sweet elf

In you I breathe the air
For you I’m ready to dare
Of you I cry lonely tears
With you no one I fear

Does it look that I’m so bad?
Coz I claim for s’thing I never had
My skull thunders like mad
Coz my heart is always sad

Morning noon & night time too
All I do is think of you
Before life discard me ever
Will you know what I do?

My life has come to a stop
The oxygen I breathe polluted me
I wonder what could pull me on
The remedy of you that I can see

What for me is happiness?
No materials or gifts can be
If you fumble in your soul
You’ll find the answer for me

My journey has come to an end
No one to search me more
My flesh you’ll find in tatters
My soul will disappear to the core

My destiny has been written
It has only you and me
But you have crushed it flat
No shape can i actually see

Helas! I have decided now
Not to give the sign of life
Since I’m not the only one
But they threaten me like knife

Struggling hard to find a place
To make you only mine
But this journey has been ended
And my heart is hard to mend

Protect me with your embrace
Tightly as no air to pass
Shower me with your love
Swirling me like a compass

Blow it cold to my wound
Bear me up when I fall
Comfort me with your warmth
Hold me close from all

Numb me from my pains
Clear those brutal doubts
Unconscious me from my past
Show what my future shouts

Capture me in your bosoms
Link my soul to yours
This should go on forever
Make this life as ours

Had you not passed by
To shake my tranquil world
There would be no hurricane
Caused within my soul

Had you not seen me
Our gazes would never meet
There would be no tears
That would drench my sheet

Had you not strike this moon
No aim would be ever wished
You would be one in million
I wouldn’t be in this mess

But I could’nt fight this fate
That cruelly brought you to me
I wonder why it is so
Should my life fill with this tragedy?

When i look up into the air
Your intense breathe blew my hair
I wait for those wonderful moments
The romantic times that I share

Looking into your deep eyes
I know I’m never wrong
The path I took was right
I will never travel alone

In you I confide my heart
With me it’s never in control
I don’t fear that it will distort
For it’s in the hand of my ideal role

I feel you in my thick blood
In nerves, veins & body which is bare
Internally you are in my breathe
Externally you are in my air

My dreams realised as i see you
They are so beautiful I never knew
I wonder if you feel the same too!
Or you never noticed what they do?

I perform whatever you say
And inwardly I silently pray
In your words my future lies
In this pain my hurt never dies

In my heart so many doubts
When you smile, all vanish out
Even in despair I never let go
I vow that you will never know

My love knows only loyal and truth
It never alters even when my world is flue
This God has destined long back
Only I & you can understand that

No one loves you like i do
That’s what nature assumes it too
I will please you for my happiness
With a word, a hug and a kiss

I thought I understand you fully
Trying to weigh your unspoken
But I tend to make mistakes - Thus
Every time I turn to you to repent

I know I can never satisfy you
Like how you want me to
But it’s the faith in my prayers
Makes you overlook the flaws I do

But still no one loves you like I do
Like unlimited sky & deep blue sea
This has been I strive to prove
With my tear drops I shed silently

I’m on cloud nine when hear you
Will I be able to see your face?
You never know how I felt
Wherever I see, is only your trace

Bearing every pain to hear you talk
My ribs vibrate pretending I’m strong
The sincere affection in your voice
Hinted that my love is never wrong

The air is tough to inhale
Your smell drives me insane
Every small thing I do
You drench me like heavy rain

This wound time can never heal
This scar is as deep as blue sea
To my eyes it seems likely
My love for you will die royally

The words that people say
Go deeply through my ears
But the words that my heart says
Are only things I could hear

The truth in love I display
Let none anything to say
I wonder why I can love so deeply
But never had that love returned to me

My innermost feelings talk to me
That I hide from you so long
But you don’t know my heart bleeds
Because I try to be strong

Not a second I stop thinking
What my love would cost
The more & more I realize
It’s you I love the most

Hard to find another Me
Unique in heart especially
Imaginations filled with dreams
With all I’m in harmony

Hope is what I do
Love is my other name
Comfort you by my hugs
My tears will be the same

Warm words are my friend
All colors internally are like one
My mind is like a galaxy
I fear but brave to see

Trust me ! I’m not bad
To love I’ll hold you back
Too much I set you free
That’s because I am Me

Without you I’m incomplete
For you I accept defeat
One thing remains the fact
You widen in my heart the crack

In you my search stopped
At every passing moment
The day I set on you my eyes
Till then I will never die

You name it, I do it
Not to satisfy you
But to cheer myself
Because my love is true

For you I will ever fight
In order to hold you tight
I never loved to lose you
I mean every “I love you”

Lonely and torn as i weep
Why this happens I can’t sleep
Whatever occurs cannot be changed
Battling between life & death so deep

You are there yet you are away
Stealing my heart within a day
Hoping it’s safe wherever it is
Hold it tightly come whatever may

Each second without you seems years
I can’t walk-on but my mind wanders
Cruel distance snatched us apart
Left me bleeding tho’ you have my heart

My every tear drop reveals your face
Sincerely wishing I never met thee
Appearing stronger but weak inside
Can’t live or die burning for eternity

Hard times stopped me to believe
No love exists, nothing is real
The moments I called it off
Thinking my heart can never heal

But before I realize myself
You came and shook my world
Never knew I could love again
Disastrously my pains took a turn

Feeling like a new bride
Each time you brush my side
The things I thought I lost
I found the things those hide

Decided to walk with you
In best & worst those come by
Your love makes me live
Your words are my lullaby

Each sunrise awakes me up
Reminds me the sunset dreams
The dreams filled with your face
The romantic moments like film

Whenever I’m in my slumber
My problems disappear
Joy & happiness fill the core
Wanting you always very near

I can always hear your words
Those bring harmony to my mind
Like morning dew mates with cool breeze
To your soul my heart will bind

Oh baby, you are perfect for me
No complaints however you be
Feeling warm & safe with you beside
Melting me with your love energy

Why do I fill with memories
For the love that’s never true
Yet I’m inclined to it
When happy days are few

Searching long for your support
The one you gave rarely
When you are needed the most
All I saw was being lonely

Grateful for the affection
Which I get on and off
From my side I gave full effort
Loyally it was full shot

Sincerely from my heart
For what I have learned
But loving you I will never stop
If it’s true I need not earn

Craving for you when i’m in pain
Have you been there? I tried in vain
My ribs displaced shrinking my heart
This mental torture has been from start

Troubles, my best friend sticking to me
Breathe in oxygen but I don’t feel free
Striving for happiness in eternity
That can happen if you are with me

Though home sweet home embraced me
Sorrows within me knows no melody
In this madding crowd I feel alone
Waiting hopelessly for you royally

Oh no! This suffocation grew thick
Wanting to puke it makes me sick
If this continues, I’ll reach heaven soon
Watching you from above as a full moon

How should i feel ?
Should I give up ?
Killing my emotions
With all my desires shut

Treating this as a dream
That there were no you
Don’t smile at me like that
Hard for me to resist too

For when things are tough
I’ll try not to be around
Will bring the peace you want
In hard times too I’ll be unfound

My tears reached the last stage
Since I love you I won’t dare
For deep within my soul
I know you never cared

My smiles became my tears
For deep in my heart i have a fear
Each time you appear for a second
All times you vanish for years

I laughed weeping hard
Wanting a place in your heart
But when I turn around
I am dumbfounded by lonely sound

For you I don’t exists
Each time I make myself heard
Every single day I try to prove
That my world around you moved

My body aches from head to toe
The desire in me exerts my nights
In silent moments I yearn for you
During those times, I grit my teeth tight

My life is not a bed of roses
Without you by my side
Every second I sleep on knives
Piercing my skin deep inside

My pain is never shared
Yet I want to be with you
You say your pain is not the same
But it cannot be worse than I go through

Please try to see my feelings
The effort I always beg you
They may not mean anything
But they mean a lot to me too

Why do all memories blur as I bear?
Why does my heart shrink each day?
Should I lick the ground you walk?
Should I serve a toy for you to play?