Accept me for what I am
Love me as long as you can
Then you will finally see
How strong my love can be

I'm destined the way I am
I see no hassle with that
That's the truth from above
Everyone has to bear this fact

Everyone differs from others
Like me, so don't bother
Noone can be like me
And i cant be like thee

So accept me for what i am
Im real and like no fakes
I think im a good person
For Lord never makes mistakes

My guardian angel is careless and free
It flew happily losing touch with me
But my cheeks are dampened by his tears
He has taken my smile like it's for free

When my lips shivered, quivered and frozen
It darkens in fear as the rain cloud visiting
Yet my angel is always content
For it wont abandone me since he's Godsent

But it loves to see me sad, afraid and alone
So that i will only weep in this wind cold
Showing my hands out expecting it to fall
So that i can embrace it like a precious gold

My pain can be felt by the angel's soul
It is willing to stand my misery told
I pray for this hurting to stop
So that my angel can taste my teardrops

I'm still in love with you
Though i keep myself away
I live everyday on this thought
Wishing to have you one more day

My heart is so void and empty
Hearing the rattling noise inside
This noise of the broken pieces
Wondering whether like me you've cried

This pain lingers for very long
Which i'm sure you never knew
You just live everyday your life
Where i can never pass through

If ever things will get better?
Living my life without you here
Don't know whether it's bad or good?
I'll continue to cry for the coming years

I went through many pain and heartbreak
Getting hurt every one more time
But i never learned from my heartache
I keep striving to make you mine

I've wept, drenching my pillow
And i've wept all the tears in the world
My cheeks Shine bright from my tears
Hoping one day to me you'll turn

Through my story i should be blamed
B'coz you are the one who controled this game
In tears i smile, in joy i cry
Waiting one day this heart will be tamed

I cried and cried for the lies you lied
Yet the trust i have has never dried
Sitting by the window squeezing my curtain
Yearning of my heart I'll be loved again

One thing is 100% for sure
When I die hell is where i'll go
Seeing the amount of tears I shed
Almighty does not love me more

Howmuch ever I hurl & yell
Only my four walls can hear
When everyone proceeds to success
Only I tuk the reverse gear

Already destined with this life
Where joy & peace have no place
Suddenly somewhere out a blue
Another sorrow has come to face

I thought that was to console me
But behind HIS mind it did not seem to be
May be HIS hatred on me has no limits
That's why always in tears HE wants to see

Forget the last night I lived
So horrible I can't beleive
But he will only see my fear
Even he's not with me very near

Out of all the secrets I keep
Only this one is very deep
I have no place to escape
Since this is my own mistake

Wherever I turn is wrong
Yet my faith is still very strong
But why can't I get up at every fall
It makes me lost and feel so small

I fall down with a thud
Wanting to bloom earlier from this bud
Unsatisfied by what I get in turn
Ultimately in this land I get burnt

Everything doesnt matter for you
What is gone is gone, that's the past
But you failed to see my pain
Which lies behind a mask

Not easy to get out of my mind
Not easy to push it from my sight
Feeling alone, scared and deep despair
This is the battle I everyday fight

You touched my heart like an innocent boy
But beat me down and raped my joy
Amist this loss I can never cope
Don't know why do I still wait for a hope

Covering up my bruises with many excuses
By facing the world day by day
Trying to ditch my present state
Wanting my emotions to go away