One thing is 100% for sure
When I die hell is where i'll go
Seeing the amount of tears I shed
Almighty does not love me more

Howmuch ever I hurl & yell
Only my four walls can hear
When everyone proceeds to success
Only I tuk the reverse gear

Already destined with this life
Where joy & peace have no place
Suddenly somewhere out a blue
Another sorrow has come to face

I thought that was to console me
But behind HIS mind it did not seem to be
May be HIS hatred on me has no limits
That's why always in tears HE wants to see